break

November 9, 2007

I’m taking a break from here for awhile. Things have been overwhelming, sometimes seeming like moves that will create long term progress but sometimes lousy. I’m tired of experts, meetings, psychiatrists, teachers, counselors, trying to find her all the help she needs in all the areas she needs it.

I know we are lucky to have the resources to get her help but some days it seems like a really big bucket that we just add drops. I think I’ve lost my ability to have a voice here for awhile. Writing here was really for myself to get my feelings out and examine them but now every time I get over here to write, I don’t have much to say because I’ve been talking and talking and talking to people.

I edited this from last night because it sounded much more down last night and it wasn’t so much of that, just my general fatigue from advocating.